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Friday, September 25, 2009 at 1:13 PM
i m gonna start preparing for my exam soon..tis will be my very last chance to see if i can continue my ACCA route, if not i will need to switch to CAT but seriously i was wondering did i choose the rite subject to study? is this wat i wan in my life?if i were to continue doin Com Tech in poly after graduating frm ITE will my life be different now? but at tt point of time is not what i want to do or wat i wan to study..to most might knw abt my family situation. at tt point of time work is the best choice for mi of cox..but after saving up enuff to study i didnt go back to IT industry..cox my mom keep nagging tt see ur aunt husband..see my fren husband..see my fren kids etc..keep nagging saying tt now they r so old liao they still have to continue upgrading themselves for courses as IT keep improving..she keep emphazing that i will need to spend a lot more to study IT and eventually i choose to study accounts..y accounts..i guess while working @ E&Y as admin, my curiousity for AR hit me..how everything works etc..
but after i really touch on it i realise that thing is so diff..it dun seem to be the life i wan..is much of too late to regret now..mayb i shld get some sponsorship thingy and go study my IT again..as in mayb study account but IT too?
MAD? yes i guess i m..and is VERY VERY VERY MAD..
i hope thing will get better..and if i really cant pass tis time round..
should i go back to study IT or find any entry lvl job to work..
i got a brother to look after in near future..my dad is getting old..i do have to have a decent salary to feed or shld i say to look after the whole family..
can some1 teach me what shld i do..
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