Saturday, March 28, 2009 at 2:44 PM
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I think he fell in love with the long-haired girl after he spent time with her and she liked him too but even tho he loves her he can't go to her b/c the other girl gave him a cornea transplant or something so he's forever indebt to her. That's why even tho he likes the long-haired girl he decides to forget her and the long-haired girl understands this so she lets him go.
Lee Jun Ki - Love story
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pisdk_bW2uM
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Thursday, March 26, 2009 at 12:18 AM
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today ms liping tel me she is emo..haha oki i can understand y..
but den i tik if 1 day i have to go pls smile when u r bidding farewell to me...
i still haven finish my report..oh man..hahaha tml i will go rush for it..i feel so lazy nowadays..how i wish i no need wrk e money will drop frm e sky!! *ok dream on~~~~*
12.30am liao..sleeping time..wanted to write a long blog but too lazy liao..lOL...
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damn freaking moodless~
Monday, March 23, 2009 at 12:45 PM
23o32oo9 - DAMN FUCKING MOODLESSreason: early in the morning when i come into the office i got scolding already. Last week my in charge wasnt here right..but she received complain that i was hogging on the email where by i DIDNT..nvm..e worst part is she is trying to protect whoever complain but useless la..
last week whole office was out of office for Offsite Meeting, and left her 3 gd fren aka e other 3 senior..Senior J (both thurs n fri was here), Senior C (only thurs) n Senior R (only fri), 1 recept, 2 IT..
IT wont complain cox they r sitting AWAY from me and of course my recept fren wont complain too, cox everytime when she walk in i m doing my job not emailing! anyway i didnt alwy email..
who else could it be e either 1 of e senior la..or ALL who know rite..they complain to my in charge and also to e HR but i only got "warning" frm my incharge.. *well i tik more den warning..1st she wrote email to mi say got ppl complain to her i was hogging to e email w/o doing her job. den later she walked over n scolded me..den later keep on nagging again when she come over e 2nd time.*
at tt very moment i feel like crying yes i m useless but sorry tt is my character i cant let ppl accuse..yes i m a crybaby..but i duno hw to express myself i duno hw to tel ppl tt i did not do..
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clueless
Saturday, March 21, 2009 at 12:07 AM
i suddenly realise..actually i can be all alone..liping told me she is scare of lonely as in she need some1 to shop or eat with her IF she is all alone (w/o Mr L)..
i realise i m actually well trained now..i can be all alone now..even if 1 day SIO leave me and Jimmy/Liping/Penguin is no longer there for mi as they will have their very own partner to be with too..
i simply can eat or shop alone..
sometime i ask where is the noisy-nuisance-irritating-talkative chen kailin gone too? i used to be an super irritating ger in sch back den..i make e most noise i guess..i had lots of fren surrounding mi *no shld b i luv to surround ard fren to talk nonsense* and tt is mi..
yes i do talk nonsense now when i met up with fren but well i guess tt is only acting? cox to me i no longer find myself in mi..will i find myself soon? i duno n i dun wish to knw..
i do cherish all my friend even those not so close friend..no worry i treasure all my friend..is just that i m no longer the chen kailin you all once know..i am just a lifeless person..
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=(
Friday, March 20, 2009 at 11:32 PM
so bored..tis 2 days there is no ppl in e office cox most executive went for offsite meeting @ Pan Pacific and leave @ 5pm for home didnt come back to office...and the whole bloody office only left with Senior J, R (only fri) & Senior C (only thurs), IT manager, 2 IT staff, 1 recept n 1 mi..
but e bloody senior keep peeping on mi and some more ask me do i have job to do..and yes i do have..stop asking mi do i have thing to do..ur good fren Senior M wont let me have a good days anyway..
and Sarah (the financial controller) did call me and say she need my help to stay over a little for some reporting but ended up cancel it..
i had been "struggle" by the report till i cant breathe..i got no1 to guide mi along and there is insufficient infor leave for mi...and guess wat i have to have them rdy by mon..so freaking sian..i have to rush and understand the report this weekend too..cox i simply jux cant finish it tdy..
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anyway i went for the pri sch gathering VERY LAST min. lolx..cox no need OT ma..so jux go lo..well met up with some of the pri sch fren..quite fun actually..shld have more of tis gathering..haha..
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=(
Thursday, March 19, 2009 at 3:55 PM
guess what..my in charge tt time keep picking on my pants which had a jeans cutting look..and she insist that tt is a JEANS not a pants..well tdy e HR director *or was it manager? but my agent told mi is director leh* wore a DEMIN JEANS today to work. out of curiousity IT ger ask the HR are u wearing a jeans? and HR replied with a smile, yes. Maureen say no jeans but e other day i went to look @ company policy it say appropraite office attire nv say no jeans allowed..and if i know how to dress well my jean can look offical too..anyway u jux have to play ard with rule.
to me i think EVERYBODY onli dare to dress "casual" when Senior M is not around la..cox if she ard she sure go round picking @ ppl cox she tik she is e most senior (oldest i can say) so she have e right to lecture ppl..so wat the fuck lo..
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haix..
Sunday, March 15, 2009 at 11:41 PM
i dun have any great day last week..sat wasnt feeling so well having cramp whole day..
i nearly break dwn last thurs n say wanna quit..my in charge keep changing her words..n i have to listen to her sarcastic comment..like i so stupid memory so lousy..i realli feel so condemn..
haix..i wanted to blog out wat she did to mi last thurs n fri but my mind feel so restless n tired..i feel so bored..i hope my 2mth faster end..
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Just for a laught~
A TRUE STORY BUT VERY SHOCKINGThis is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Pasir Ris.
Her name was Priya. She was hit by a truck.
She was working in a call center.
She had a boy friend named Shankar.
Both of them were true lovers.
They always talked on the phone. You would never find her without handphone.
In fact she also changed her cell connection from M-One to Starhub, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost.
She used to spend half of the day talking with shankar.
Priya's family knew about their relationship. . Shankar was very close to Priya's family as well. (Just imagine their love) .
Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone'
she also said the same thing to her parents.
After her death, people cld'nt carry her body,
A lot of them tried to do so,but still can't.
Everyone who was present had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.
Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father. He took a sti!ck and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.'
Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone. He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van. All of us were shocked. Priya's parents did not inform Shankar that Priya had passed away.. ?
After 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom..... ?
Shankar :.....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Priya that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied..... 'You come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Priya. Shankar thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Priya to come out, i have a gift for her. Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe.
(Shankar started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me. Shankar was shaking.
Suddenly, Shankar's phone rang. 'see this is from Priya, see this....' he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.
All of them heard his conversation. Loud and clear, no cross lines, no humming. It is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave.
They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of deal persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.
He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them.... ? ? ? ?
Starhub has the best coverage 'Where ever you go, our network follows!!!'
LOL dun whack mi...tis was extracted from a email sent to mi by a fren~
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i need a space to breathe
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 at 12:44 AM
seriously i need a space to breathe..not because i m too tied down with my r/s but is tired of my work..yes i only started working like 1week ago but i seriously bth the 4 senior citizen there..everyday is creating new pattern..showing OFF their true wolfy color.
let's name them Senior J, Senior R, Senior C & Senior M [tis is my in charge]
ytd was monday blue so didnt pen dwn alot of thing..but tdy is more den monday blue..is TUESDAY ORANGY..y FULL OF FIRE~~~
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ytd was having migraine pop a medic into my mouth n went to slp hence stopping the entry halfway. and worst of all i didnt have a gd nite slp i will skip e details tot..liping knw wat happen~
anyway i STILL wake up with a migraine but well i pop a medic again n drag myself to wrk..
but wrkin in tt environment with migraine is HELL..i nearly break dwn jux now..being accuse of not listening to instruction WHEN i does and i m sure i did cox i alwy pen dwn watever Senior M wan mi to do. As she had been accusing mi since my 1st day n i cant stand it any longer..
well i finish off n double check my list of job n when i m finished i inform her so that she can check. WHO KNOW she come out with new "rule" n say tis mux b done i ask u to do y didnt u do tt i take out my list n look tru NO I CAN SWEAR TO GOD SHE JOLLY WELL DIDNT MENTION TT FREAKING POINT TO MI.
i told her i dont rmb she saying she rebark back say i got poor memory n need to write them all dwn. i feel fuk up at tt very moment.
i guess she is e 1 with memory problem not mi bcox i had try to locate a few file in different timing. it wasnt in the cabinet it wasnt with my it wasnt with Juliah *my new fren + colleague she is e nicest person in the company* but she insist is with mi or juliah or in the cabinet..i keep saying no no no..she show mi e fustrated face and say go n find again BUT dont have how to find =(
in the end i jux giv up searching..simply dun wanna waste time so continue my filing with other file 1st n keep the invoice for the missing file till it surface later.
and true enough..it surface 1hr later where is it? u mux b curious am i rite? Senior M pass it to mi..she say it is under my table. den jux throw e file on my table n walk awy. during lunch time juliah told mi tt Senior M actually "invade" into her mini pantry behind the recept and dig for the file but to no avail..
and today she again say tt i had a lousy memory pls write dwn e thing she wan mi to do *yes i did but she wont admit tt she nv tel mi she will insist she said b4 but i forget* so she went to get a notebook for mi THROW ON MY TABLE and ask mi take dwn the bloody note..mind u i m having migraine n is alrdy half die but got tis kind of treatment..@ tt very pt of time tears roll inside my eyes..if i m nt strong enough i wont have break dwn n sob den call my agent n say i wanna quit. she even ask mi to find a full time job cox she tik tt my poor memory is due bcox i never work full time. i dont understand what is the diff btw full time n temp or part time. so working full time can train my brain more?
but the problem now is i m doing my studies so i dun wanna stress myself..i mean my mom is nt stressing mi y shld she..and cant i jux wrk temp for time being..at least i can mingle in diff company diff wrk environment diff wrk load and then come to a conclusion what exactly is the kind of post i wanna get into.
i dun wanna go wrk full time den end up wrking for 3-4mths i realise tt is nt e kind of post i want den what..slog slog slog den 1yr later job hoping?
sorry i dun have tt kind of mentality, i dun want thing to b so complicated i jux want simple..
another incident, last week they wanted to bad mouth abt juliah when juliah son was sick and she needed to bring him to the doc and left office @ 5pm (which actually is the offical knock off time for Juliah if there is no more meeting or no more loose paper wrk tt she need to clear..which mean in order words if on tt very day after 5pm there is no more meeting Recept can go off @ 5pm but juliah stay till 6pm daily..but they dun even praise her when she stay till late onli bad mouth her when she leave early..)
*door bell rang 3x* Senior J asked is SHE (juliah) still outside? Senior R *look @ e email den e clock* hmm if she leave straight after e email yes she is gone cox it had been 15min.
*roll eyes, isnt it obvious tt when e door bell ring 3 time mean no recept is outside as usually it onli ring once* Senior C walk out to get the door it turn out to b e dispatch uncle..Senior C walk back to e seat n said aiya tis Juliah ar..Senior R saying sarcasticlly said ppl son sick wat..den Senior J wanted to say something but ended up she say aiya nvm..i guess they can sense tt i m quite close with Juliah hence didnt say much..
but tel u wat..tt very week..all of them oso knock off early at least VERY often. Senior J knock off @ 4.30pm n 3pm respectively on Wed n Thurs, Senior C knock of early @ 4pm 1 of the day but she was 30min late every mrng! Senior R knock off @ 4.30pm EVERYDAY n was late every mrng too..
and today b4 i goin for lunch my e file standing on my table fall off and make some noise..Senior R was so freaking unhappy..she tsk @ mi n stare~ nvm abt it..but when i come back frm wrk I got said by Senior M, she said:
this table dun really have support so dont THROW ur file of the table if it break I DONT THINK U WILL HAVE MONEY TO PAY..
oH ya i m earning onli 7$ per hr nt like u 10 over k a mth..yes 10k+ a mth..cox i was reading true last yr audit file n i saw the payroll thingy..her per annum is 125k per yr not inclusive of bonus yet..bonus is 6.5k *if i rmb correctly but sky high*
oh well so when file fall is i m throwing file on the table la..since the table cant support e file y bother to place the file on top where by i alwy place on the floor but Senior M dun like..is like so wat the fucking hell u want can..
on a side note i wanted to get 13 april off as my mom need go SGH for check up as she had been having her backach for almost A MONTHS..but leave wasnt approve so i might jux go take mC..
my younger sis having 1st day of sch on tt very day..n my da mei leave is actually plan in advance kind so if last min want leave have to c if tt day got ppl wan to exchange with her ma..
i still got to tahan for another 37-38 working days..omg..tt is more den 1 mth..i will try to tahan but i wont bother to extend myself..i dun wanna stress myself working with them during May, when my exam is on June..
*ARGH* tml is wed~ mayb sun meeting my liping go do some shopping..
yes poor ger wan to shop..cannot meh..
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BORED~
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 at 9:24 PM
new job SUCK..SUCK TO E CORE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my in charge was a disgusting old mother fucker..i worn those hard material kind of pants n she insist it is jeans..i told her i jux start working wont have extra $ to buy pants but she insist tt will b my problem not hers. =(
feel so freaking sian..n her way of filing is so funny..she wan latest mth below.. -.-" i have difficulties trying to file sia..cox have to flip e thick thick invoice den can file my invoice.
i start disliking tis company during my 1st day..but i started to HATE it during my 3rd day..n i still have like so many weeks to go! cox is a 2mth extendable temp..feel so freaking sian sian sian sian..but for e sake of $ shld i ren? but 3rd day nia i alrdy wan to blow up liao..
*PULL MY HAIR*
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=D
Sunday, March 1, 2009 at 12:56 AM
piss off with ur boss?here is ur chance to vex of ur anger~ LOL
http://www.doodie.com/anger_management.php
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feel so sian..now is sunday 1am liao..few more hours it will be 2mar liao..got to start work @ 9am..sian sian sian sian..
sometime i wonder how much do i love him?
haix
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