had been tryin to study but nothing seem to get into my brain.
i need to work 10 times harder from today onwards
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talking about PSLE i need to save money to fulfil my brother wish eh. he asked for a crumpler bag. yes it is only $100+++ but i didnt want spoil him by just buying it for him.
i told him only if he can get into Xin Min or Anderson Secondary School express stream then i will buy for him.
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doc said my mom back problem had to go for operation if not the problem wouldnt be cure.
mom deciding on which op to take as there is 2. 1 is just insert a small metal plate another is insert metal plate & put screw.
doc advice mom to do the smaller want whereby only need to insert the metal plate but got a friend told me that her mom friend also choose to insert metal plate end up she still have to go and do another 3 op due to the pain. but my friend mom put metal plate + screw and she is very fine now.
we was wondering is that aunty unlucky or because the process didnt go well or is the solution lousy?
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but can life really get simple?
there is so much ups & dwns.
unpredicted thing happen overnight.
but why my feeling doesnt change?
can i go backpacking?
什么是爱?我想我是不会懂也不想懂。。因为我已经好累好累了。。
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but yet someone read and violated it by asking me question over question.
stop please. i dont have so much brain cell to tel u.
i just want to blog out my feeling my stress.
i used to tell you i am someone simple but if you cant accept the fact that i am someone simple then get out.
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but i still have to say suddenly i miss him alot. and i hope the him himself know who i am talking about
haix..
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if u still treat mi like a friend DONT ASK ANY QUESTION
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i hate the feeling of being sick.
i m craving for sushi n sashimi.
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damn it
fever · sore throat · bodyache · nose block · ulcer · cough · tummyache
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O
R
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D
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stop giving my anymore stress. stop making me to hate u.
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Studies/Career is good.
Love life SUCK.
i forgotten to ask about health =) but i guess my health should not be a problem ba cause she never mention about my health will be bad or because i didnt ask she forgotten to tell me?
i did ask whether i can do bix anot but she say no. i can only work for ppl but career will be a good want. especially IF by age 3o i m still single or not marry i will not be marry anymore. her reading shock me la..cause i really got the thinking if by 3o i m not marry then i wont wan to marry anymore.
love life wise i wont say so much because i already have some one in my heart. but 1 thing she told me that those born in the year of Tiger (1986 younger den mi lo =.=) will be the best partnes for mi. follow by horse or goat. BUT NONE I M INTERESTED IN LA.
she mention that once i fall in love with some1, i m those seriously love them with all my heart i wont cheat on them is like loyal to them. i admit yes i am. even no matter how bad my bf treat mi if i can tolerate i will but until the date i cant mean i will let go liao. and once i let go mean the r/s is dead.
i did ask will i pass my exam she said yes leh..but i doubt so la..i didnt even have e mood to study lo..i onli read tru 1 chapter..i hope i can have more concentration sia. mayb if he come back to me i will? lOlx.. haix..was jux kidding la..i m not meant for him. his another half is some1 way better then mi.
anyway i know all these can only be taken as advice so peep dont worry i will take everything as advice onli =)
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"BECAUSE I'M A GIRL" by: Kiss
Version English
I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa
(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again
(REFRAIN)
(CHORUS)
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again
(CHORUS) [2x]
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Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Liping~~~~~~~~
Happy Birthday to you~
May all your wish come true and that idiot lucy treat you good! and hope you will get your desire present from him!!
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Can we dont avoid each other? OR do i have to leave u alone for sometime for you to think?
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cant slp. i try to walk home again today. after walking home the feeling is great.
keep wanting to sms him. bug him with sms like i normally do. but when i take out my hp i just dare not send out any sms ended up deleted all away. i off my hp to silent. afraid of hearing the sms tone. when sms comes in alway hope is him but i know it is impossible.
i should not had been persistent. i should let you have a space to breathe all this i know i am wrong and willing to change but it is too late cause you are no longer there.
will try to study for my exam. am going for FT. hope the reading will be a good want.
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石欣卉 - 无能为力
原曲:Kim Ki Bum
原词:Hwang Sung Jin
改编词:石欣卉
风空洞吹过 一年又这么过
思念独舞成旋涡
雪失魂飘落 明年该怎么过
思念撑不过寒冬
承诺太沉重 你背不到最后
任凭我独自坠落
是我太执着 就像那残留的灼火
微微弱弱颤抖
用所有爱过的回忆 原谅 着你
恨自己不能把过去 放弃
此刻我却无能为力
我们的爱变成我自己的悲剧
干枯的眼眸 留下一道裂缝
掩饰不了的伤口
荒凉的北风 一阵阵刺进我胸口
拒绝着我的痛
用所有爱过的回忆 原谅 着你
恨自己不能把过去 放弃
此刻我却无能为力
我们的爱变成我自己的悲剧
无法忘记无法痊愈
我越是清醒越怕失去你
怪我太任性 只盼时间将伤痕抹去
恨你 我无能为力
用所有爱过的回忆 原谅你
恨自己不能把过去 放弃
你和谁创造新回忆
我一个人的悲剧 不奢求你感激
用所有爱过的回忆 原谅 着你
恨自己不能把过去 放弃
此刻我却无能为力
我们的爱变成我自己的悲剧
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msg from liping to mi
何谓公平?何谓不公平?
爱情并非物品,它无法用秤来衡量。
要是你决定全心全意地付出,就不要在乎你能拿回多少。
能为你爱的人付出,是一件幸福的事。
因为在这世界上有个值得你为他付出的人
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when sms come in how i wish is him but i know it wont be him..
time pass so slow for mi..
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wonder how is he..is he fine..
i hate e feeling of missing some1
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i have to brace up..
*pat myself*
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before meeting his judo clique we went to fightwork to find faizal as i wanted to c how muay thai work..wanted to learn la..but den faizal had alrdy finish his wrk by e time we go..tt is y e last min. meet up with his judo khakis..
AND I SAW VINTAGE LIFT @ FIGHTWORK!! xD

this question really hit me hard. can i really accept the fact that my guy is out drinking with his fren everyday and is in long term basis..or shld i ask him to smoke & drink lesser? but even if i do ask him to smoke & drink lesser can he promise? i dont want to have any broken promises from him.
but 1 thing i know is from the way he smoke & drink i know asking him to quit is hard but asking him to lessen down also might be a problem.
i m lost..i guess i shld have at least think of this problem 1st am i rite?
I realise yes i can accpet as long as he dont leave me.
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reach polyclinic and was asked to fill a form, cough & flu will have to go to the Red Zone..haha which mean it will be faster then normal la but i have to wear a mask *fugging ugly*!!! all thanks to swine flu eh..
waited for less then 30min then my turn liao..wahahahahaha..
after e whole consultation total damage was $18.40..and i have to take alot of medication in the mrng.. =( all thanks to the asthma and i have to go back for follow up 2 days later.. =(


THIS IS WHAT I CANNOT TAKE IT..6 TABLET EVERY MORNING





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falling sick soon so i have to drink plenty of water cox i dun1 to fall sick! and i had asthma attack recently damn it..need to get inhaler liao..if not got ppl will nag..tsk tsk tsk..
exam coming soon so bored lo..need to study haix..
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Mr Tan Kok Siong can you kindly get out of my life? I treating u as a friend but you alway making mi feel agitated..keep bringing up the past and said..if you dont know how to treasure me please leave me alone and not keep wanting to patch when u said u understand and want to giv up remain as friend..but next moment you are giving me more problem..u know u only making me hate u more n more..
my life is good now..i dont need u back..i have some1 who know how to love me..
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*source from http://www.gotpetsonline.com*
TeaCup Poodle
The Teacup Poodle is an unofficial size variation of the Poodle. They are in reality, Toy Poodles, but are smaller in size than the AKC (American Kennel Club) Toy Poodle standard. Breeders are purposely breeding them accordingly. Teacups are common in the states. They tend to be 9 inches and smaller, and under 6 pounds in weight. The Teacup Poodle is just a name given to very small Poodles by breeders, and therefore, there is no universal standard for those who are breeding them.
Facts
Stands less than 9 inchs.
Weighs around 4 pounds.
Common to live up to 15 years.
Has very little body fat.
Sheds very little.

*source from http://www.flickr.com/photos/canineddogpictures/3130722353/*


*source from http://www.flickr.com/photos/airlambo23/3014509215/*
Toy Poodle
The Toy Poodle is an elegant, lively, small dog with a profuse, but well-groomed and clipped curly coat. The ears are long, flat and wide, laying close to the head. The head is long with dark, almond-shaped eyes that have an alert expression. The skull is a bit rounded, with a slight stop. The teeth should have a scissors bite. A good Poodle has a square silhouette, with approximately the same overall length as the height at the withers. The level top line has a slight depression behind the withers. The feet are small, oval and webbed, with arched toes. Dewclaws generally are removed. The tail is docked to produce a balanced dog. The coat may be groomed into three basic styles: the "pet clip" (or puppy clip), with relatively short hair all over the body, the "English saddle" clip, and the "Continental" clip with the rear half of the body shaved, bracelets left around the ankles, and pom-poms left on the tails and hips. All solid colors are permissible. The Poodle has a delightful springy gait.
Height / Weight
Height: up to 10 inches (25.4 cm.)Weight: 6-9 pounds (3-4 kg.)
The sizes of the official AKC recognized Poodle breeds are determined by height, not by the weight. The Toy Poodle is 10 inches or under at the highest point of the shoulders. Any Poodle which is more than 10 inches at the highest point of the shoulders cannot compete in the AKC show ring as a Toy Poodle.

*source from http://www.flickr.com/photos/fairygardener/3338895938/*

*source from http://www.flickr.com/photos/92109105@N00/1766398438/*
Teacup Chihuahua
The Teacup Chihuahua has become very popular around the United States; even though, the AKC has not classified as an official bread.
Facts
Stands less than 6-9 inches.
Weighs between 2-6 pounds
Common to live 12-15 years
Unofficial classification at A.K.C.
Variety of sizes, colors, coats.

*source from http://www.flickr.com/photos/23047822@N04/2445116291/*
Chihuahua/Facts
Breed standards for this dog do not generally specify a height, only a weight and a description of their overall proportions. As a result, height varies more than within many other breeds. Generally, the height ranges between 6 and 10 inches (15 to 25 cm) at the withers. However, some dogs grow as tall as 12 to 15 inches (30 to 35 cm).



*Source from http://www.flickr.com/photos/puppylandlacom/*
TeaCup Maltese
A Teacup Maltese is a small, white dog that belongs to the toy group. It is an ancient breed that has long been associated with the island of Malta.
While Teacup Maltese do not shed, they are covered from head to foot with a mantle of long, silky, white hair. The coats require regular grooming in order to prevent matting. This is also why many owners will keep their Maltese clipped at around 1 to 2 inches all over. These dogs do not have an undercoat and, although not desirable, they may have cream or light lemon ears. Their skull is slightly rounded, their tongues are extremely long and their nose is black but it can fade in the winter due to a lack of sun, thus causing it to become pink or light brown in color. They have a compact body wherein their length equals their height. The Teacup Maltese have drop ears with long hair and very dark eyes that is surrounded by darker skin pigmentation that looks like a halo. This is also what gives the Teacup Maltese its expressive look. As an adult, a Teacup Maltese can range from 3 to 10 pounds. The American Kennel Club calls for a weight that is between 4 and pounds and no more than 7 pounds.
TeaCup Yorkies
Teacup Yorkies are known by many different names, including miniature yorkie and toy. Unfortunately, this means that there is no standard definition for what a Teacup Yorkie is. However, if you are purchasing one as a puppy, you should expect that it will only grow to be around 6 pounds but you can find ones that will only grow to be around 2 to 3 pounds. This is why you need to make sure that whenever you are purchasing a Teacup Yorkie they are the specific size that you are looking for.
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am i the creator of these things? did i bring bad luck to those ppl involve?
can anyone tel me what shall i do?
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明天以后歌词
泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我.在你最痛苦的时候陪你渡过,难过过了,天晴朗了,我就走
峰:你拯救我的寂寞,我的痛,我的梦,在你的面前,我不必保留,还来不及对你说,迟到
的我的心动.
泳:你的好,你的坏. 峰:我的脾气你最懂.
泳(峰):我不要你来心疼我(我不要你离开我).
泳.峰:明天的以后,我们会懂,失恋的挫折让人变更成熟.
泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情.
峰:因为有你,给我勇气,给我(泳.峰)用不完的运气.
峰:其实也想好好爱你
泳(峰):只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心).
泳峰:对不起,我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起.
峰:最后看你在别人怀里,
泳(峰):有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一).
泳.峰:还微笑祝福你.
~间奏
峰:你拯救我的寂寞,我的痛,我的梦,在你的面前,我不必保留.
泳:我从来没对你说,压抑的我的心动.
峰:我的好,我的坏.我的脾气你最懂.
泳:我不要你来心疼我
泳.峰:明天的以后,我们会懂,失恋的挫折让人变更成熟.
泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情.
峰:因为有你,给我勇气,给我(泳.峰)用不完的运气.
峰:其实也想好好爱你
泳(峰):只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心).
泳峰:对不起,我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起.
峰:最后看你在别人怀里,
泳(峰):有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一).
泳.峰:还微笑祝福你.啊~~喔~~呜~~
泳:爱情总让人折磨,
峰:所以我们才选择(泳峰)做比情人更好的朋友.
泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情.
峰:因为有你,给我勇气,给我(泳.峰)用不完的运气.
峰:其实也想好好爱你
泳(峰):只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心).
泳峰:对不起,我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起.
峰:最后看你在别人怀里,
泳(峰):有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一).
泳.峰:还微笑祝福你.
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