Friday, May 15, 2009 at 4:54 AM
still thinking of him and tt is for sure. all i can say is i m sorry and i will change if there is a chance.cant slp. i try to walk home again today. after walking home the feeling is great.
keep wanting to sms him. bug him with sms like i normally do. but when i take out my hp i just dare not send out any sms ended up deleted all away. i off my hp to silent. afraid of hearing the sms tone. when sms comes in alway hope is him but i know it is impossible.
i should not had been persistent. i should let you have a space to breathe all this i know i am wrong and willing to change but it is too late cause you are no longer there.
will try to study for my exam. am going for FT. hope the reading will be a good want.
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