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Thursday, April 30, 2009 at 1:52 PM
今天是四月三十日。。是我离开他的第十九天。。我过得很好。。我已经习惯没有他的日子，我很喜欢我现在的生活。。

i realise no matter how much i love some1 i still cant accept the hurt he had given me..maybe my determination to stay on isnt strong enough but i do really love him. the hurt he gave me is enough to make me give up on just 1 day. yes i do feel sad but sorry i feel so hurt to carry on this relationship.

i do hope that he can have a better life cause i m sure i cant be together with him again. i cant forget the hurt he gave me i cant overcome my fear for him. i only can treat him as friend now. i feel heartpain when i see him not because i still want to be with him but is because i am sorry that i have made his life upside down due to my leave..i feel guilty to b exact.

tan kok siong, i am sorry that i have hurt you but i dont wanna get hurt anymore.

i realise yesterday actually i m hurting more then 1 person. a ger..shall not disclose too much..those who is close to me will know..


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