biggest shock of my life..
Monday, April 13, 2009 at 9:16 PM
i had a huge shock today..sio keep wanting to patch but i really scare liao..
and i tel him my fear bcox of wat happen..
e past tt he use to start a quarrel den break den i will b crying like hell and asking him to take mi back..i told him i had been fear by all this..he told mi tis is a way to MAINTAIN the r/s..
it left mi n few frens speechless..
he even told mi tt he regretted once 8yrs+ ago cox he giv up on mi n i accept another guy..so he dun wanna regret again..but it was like OH SO DUMB..i did went back to u 5yrs ago but u nv treasure mi n yet u say u dun1 to regret and want to cherish mi..but all these 5yrs he had been doing nth but only hurting mi.. =`(
i have been sobbing secretly when every1 fall aslp..i alwy slp less den 6hr a day or even worst..on sat it was onli 2hr..ytd 4hr..i wonder can i slp tdy? i took an hour on nap tdy but is cry till slp..i tik my pillow gonna turn into water pillow soon..
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