clueless
Saturday, March 21, 2009 at 12:07 AM
i suddenly realise..actually i can be all alone..liping told me she is scare of lonely as in she need some1 to shop or eat with her IF she is all alone (w/o Mr L)..
i realise i m actually well trained now..i can be all alone now..even if 1 day SIO leave me and Jimmy/Liping/Penguin is no longer there for mi as they will have their very own partner to be with too..
i simply can eat or shop alone..
sometime i ask where is the noisy-nuisance-irritating-talkative chen kailin gone too? i used to be an super irritating ger in sch back den..i make e most noise i guess..i had lots of fren surrounding mi *no shld b i luv to surround ard fren to talk nonsense* and tt is mi..
yes i do talk nonsense now when i met up with fren but well i guess tt is only acting? cox to me i no longer find myself in mi..will i find myself soon? i duno n i dun wish to knw..
i do cherish all my friend even those not so close friend..no worry i treasure all my friend..is just that i m no longer the chen kailin you all once know..i am just a lifeless person..
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